Tasha Talks

[Tasha Fox]

So, I'm going around looking at Paloma/Dale/Nadiya's past record and OMG she won warriors TOO as Eliza. Fuck no. I want her gone. She's not winning this. She has to be Zane. I'm going to find out for sure next time I talk to her by asking her what's her favorite Survivor season. omfg. I'm enraged. 

[Tasha Fox]

~ Tasha Talks : Warning Votes, Y'all Winning ~ 

First, I just wanna give a shoutout to the PWs that like my confessional posts, I love you guys. Specifically you Brian <3 And to all my fans out there, love y'all too <3 To the haters and doubters, hey to you all also. Love y'all too! 

So, there's not really much to talk about in this post. Everyone knew Rocker was going home yesterday, so I was expecting an(or a because it could work both ways) unanimous vote. However, there was a random vote for both Greg and Heidi. I LOVED THEM. Let me say this: I am a HUGE fan of warning votes! And to be honest, I regret not doing one for Jaime saying, "You're next bitch." Just to scare her and for the shits and giggles. Ugh! Fuck! I'm actually pretty mad I didn't do one lol. Oh well, life happens. I think the Greg vote came from Zane, and the Heidi one? I have no clue, to be very honest. Hey, as long as my name wasn't written down, I'm fine baby. This immunity challenge, is fire. It's awesome. I love it. At first I was like, "Ohemgee this is gonna hard." NOT! It wasn't too hard, and I enjoyed doing it. Hopefully I win. Right now, I think the two biggest threats in the game are perceived to be Jaime/Heidi. While I think that assumption is partially correct, I don't think its 100% correct which is why I know I'm going to have to get Heidi out soon. Perception is deadly in this game, so I need to look like a leader and look as if I'm in charge of things. I don't want to be known as that girl who carried Heidi to the end and lost. I want to be known as The Girl~ Who Won. That's what I'm striving for. I will accomplish my goal. This round should be very interesting to say the least. I don't know who'll be going right now due to the pending IC Results, but this vote will draw lines. I was constantly thinking about this round today in class and weighing my options. Greg is like super short with me now-a-days. Getting rid of him will get rid of Jaime's ally, making her flop to me, as she'd need me as a vote. Here's the problem I'm facing this round. Me, Zane, and Heidi are a solid 3. I could tie this vote AT LEAST with my double vote. But, let's be honest. I don't wanna use my hard earned double vote on this. I really don't. I don't think I'm going to use it because to be honest, I seriously don't think it'll be me this round. But, you never know. In all of my previous games, I've always been voted out in blindsides, so I'm very vulnerable tonight. I'm scared for this vote. This is probably the hardest vote I'll have in this game. This round is bound to be interesting, and this challenge is only going to make it better. Hopefully my plan goes well. To end this confessional, I'd like to make a statement that is very true regarding the game at the current moment: To quote the legendary Tarzan Smith, "The Game is Afoot."

Thank you, and have a good day/night!

~America's Sweetheart

Tasha Fox

[Tasha Fox]

So fucking pissed right now. Fuck you Kim. Stupid ass bitch. Don't worry, you'll get your full cursing out once I cool down.


UGH I WANTED IT SO BAD. UGH. FUCK YOU JAIME. FUCK. FUCK.

*breaks camera*

[Tasha Fox]

 ~Tasha Talks : Off with his Head! ~


Before I discuss this round, I just wanna speak about last night's challenge. Let's pretend you're in school. You see a new girl, hot girl. You begin talking to her, flirting, etc. You guys get close. You become best friends with her. You go to her house every Friday night to chill. Keep in mind, you have a major crush on this beauty. Oh, she's beautiful. Beyonce beautiful. She flirts and giggles with you, while you play with her hair. She compliments you daily. Next day, BAM. You find out she's dating your best friend. Wouldn't that hurt? Fuck yeah it would. That's how hurt I was last night when I lost the challenge. I was SUPER annoyed/pissed with myself. I wanted it SO bad! 

Today could be my last day on this beautiful Island. Hopefully, it's not. Today while I was in school, I was informed that the plan was changed from Greg to Clay. Sweet, fucking fantastic. While I'm not a big fan of that move, I'll deal. Bye Clay. Sorry, but we really never connected/talked too much so I'm really not that sad. I would've been more happy with Greg leaving, but whatever. Heidi/Kim are idiots for switching to Clay, though. Clay is boring. Clay isn't an asset. Who'd vote Clay to win? Furthermore, they're giving me an opportunity to get rid of Heidi next week. How, you may say? Well, Kim is planning on using her vote voider this round if she isn't lying. I'm not using my double vote this round. I'm going to make a bold move next week (probably, if I have the guts.) It's going to kill me getting out Heidi. She's my girl. But if I stick with my plan, after this vote, I'll go to Jaime/Greg let them know what's up. Tell them i got them, just ensure Heidi doesn't win the next immunity. Jaime/Greg vote Heidi, and I use my two double votes and vote Heidi. Bam, outta here! Slayyy <3

[Tasha Fox]

We pulled it off! But if FUCKING irks me that Jaime/Heidi are viewed as the top 2 players. Ugh. Gotta make a huge move and get one of them out...on my own. 

[Tasha Fox]

~ Tasha Talks : Bitch, I'm Fabulous! ~




Do y'all see that?! Yeah, bitches. It's mine! I can't even type right now. I feel so fucking happy. I knew I HAD to win it this round. I HAD to. I feel so fucking good. I'm on cloud 9. My double vote WON'T be used this round, I don't give a fuck what anyone says. Oh my goodness. I'm so happy. It's 11:46 as I speak and I have to wake up at 6. Oh fucking well. Y'all, this feels so good. I'm about to cry. This is practically my first time ever winning individual immunity! Ever! I feel like I'm on Cloud 9 right about now. I thought I was out of it at Question 18. Oh my goodness. I cannot believe this. I have to go to bed now, but when I get home from school tomorrow, I'll be writing something!! Goodnight, America. 

[Tasha Fox]

 ~ Tasha Talks : I have Nothing to Lose ~

You know what I love about the game of Survivor? When you have nothing to lose, you go batshit crazy. And that's exactly what I did last night, and I don't regret a single word of it. Here's what happened....I went to sleep around 9:30. 60% of me was like yeah vote's good. 35% told me Kim/Sophie flipped, and the other 5% was undecided. I trusted the 60% and went to bed. I woke up at around 12ish randomly. I checked my phone to see results. Heidi left. I jumped up and grabbed my Mac. It was on. Since AIM won't let me copy/paste the whole argument, I'll shorten it up. I went crazy. I called Jaime a bitch, everything. I don't regret any of it. Here's the weird part, though. So I was mad at the world and shit talking to both Jaime and Sophie. Then, this comes into my IM: " hey gurl
we should make a secret alliance
and keep fighting
you're right
jamie is going to win"

Who sent it? None of than the queen of flipping herself, Sophie. To myself, I'm like LOLWUT. But hey, anything works for me. If she isn't lying to me, her and I will vote for Jaime, and I'll play my double vote. Nobody knows I have it with the exception of Zane.  This is what really ticked me off: 

Jaime:
as i told zane when he came at me like a bitter betty earlier
you can wait and see from ponderosa

Tasha: Excuse me
BITCH, let me explain something to you REAL FUCKING QUICK.  DO NOT and I say DO NOT assume you're so fucking high and holy
Because in this game, the minute you think you become so high and mighty, is the minute you're voted out

I was really fed up at that point so I didn't care what I said and who I said it to. I wanted Jaime to feel horrible. I lied (lol) and told her that the PWs hated her, and that you guys talked shit about her to me, and I get 5+ likes from y'all everytime I write a confessional (lol so not true). Right now, my main objective is to get Sophie to flip again. I admit, I fucked up as far as communication went last round. I became a little too pushy. I'm trying to make Sophie see that if Jaime makes it to the FTC, she will win hands down. If all goes well this round, I will be oh so fucking joyful. This damn flip flopping is highly annoying, though. Kim/Sophie are goats. They haven't done anything this entire game besides flip from side to side. I made one flip, and I haven't changed since. Lol @ Jaime calling me a boring bitch last night. I sure did bring some entertainment, though. I literally argued with her from 12 until around 2. Poor HeidiGoddess. Love you girl <3

Oh btw, LOL at JFP accidentally posted this:  Tasha's showing me screenshots of you like trying to make a deal with her
WHOOPS

Lmao. Epic, Johnny. I need to win this immunity. Jaime is detrimental to my game, and she needs to fucking go. I've made it very clear that I despise her with all of my heart. Bitch, be gone. 

[Tasha Fox]

You know what's fun about being on the bottom? You don't have anything to lose. I know I already said that once. But here's the thing...When you're at the bottom, you can essentially say anything you want. However, what others say to you may help you. For instance, I'm setting Jaime/Greg up to get them to trash talk Kim or Sophie, or potentially say something arrogant. So far, I'm coming along pretty well. Just now, I got Greg to say this:  But trust me I totally acknowledge how dangerous Jaime and Ki are
*Kim.  And the Sophie/Kim duo

[Tasha Fox]

I'm like so excited for the challenge to be over, so I can know what I'll need to do as far as this round goes. I don't wanna go out 6th place (like Tasha did IRL) but hey, I'll take it. It's the best Survivor placement I've ever had. I'm a fighter, though. I'm going to do whatever it takes to place a massive target on Jaime's head. I just really, REALLY hope I can win immunity. I'm doing everything I can at this point; I even lied and told Jaime I have the Cali idol, lmao. She doesn't believe it, though. I'm going to play a fake idol at TC just for the hell of it. I just finished conversing with Greg and he's thinking about making a move. I talked to Kim last night and she says she would be down to make a move but she'll wait until after the challenge. Sophie is a fucking mess, as always. Zane brought out his true self yesterday lmao. This freaking sucks. I hate having to depend on others in this game. But, whatever. This TC, I don't know what will happen. Jaime told me that she's 100% playing her idol but she's a lying bitch so who knows what she'll do. I just feel very vulnerable, obviously. If I win immunity, oh my gosh. I'll like jump up and down screaming for joy. I gotta give Jaime her props though, she fucking killed that vote last round. Total Goddess <3 But I hate her. She essentially told me I'm "fucking done." Everything she says, I'm going to use it against her. And by everything, I mean everything. Yesterday she called Kim/Sophie flippers and called Sophie "fucking crazy." Or something in that nature. I'm praying that they realize Jaime will win hands down if she makes FTC. If I can successfully get Jaime out, I will be oh so fucking happy. This game is wide open. There are so many possibilities right now. They all surround two important hoes: Kim and Sophie. Game wise, they're in a good fucking position. However, as Zane said, I can't see neither of them winning. They sure as hell wouldn't get my vote. I just can't respect your game when you constantly flip flop. Pick a fucking side. I picked a side, it was the losing side. However, I've told everyone, I have no regrets. I'm sticking to what I did. Granted, they may not have been the best moves, but hey, I made them, and I'm sticking with them. Jaime confuses me sometimes. At times, her arrogance gets the best of her which prompts her to say really cocky thing that I will eventually use to get rid of her. I'm loving this game right now. I've always wanted to be at this position tbh. Because now, I don't have anything to risk. This IS Jaime's game to lose. Just imagine if I make FTC. There's no fucking doubt in hell that I wouldn't win if I brought Zane with me. I love Zane, but he's been a major cunt to Sophie/Jaime. At least when I went off on Jaime, I did it in a way that wasn't too serious, but I was serious lmao. Zane comes off very condescending and narcissist, which will only hurt him. He's done a great job of hiding that in the recent weeks, but he totally lost it this week. I loved it though. He said what everyone thinks about Sophie, but they don't want to upset her because she's essentially a swing vote.

I didn't mention this in my previous confessionals, but I did notice something very interesting in the Majority Rules competition. Greg/Jaime avoided putting Kim/Sophie as any of the negative things. For instance, most annoying, etc. I think that could've helped them sway Kim/Sophie. Oh well, I don't believe in kissing ass. If you're annoying, you're annoying. Point blank period lo. What Jaime fails to realize is this: If I make FTC against let's say Kim or Sophie, I have the perfect underdog story (so does she which is why she needs to go.) My main ally left at F7 and I had to change my whole fucking game plan. Being able to cope with that and make it to FTC is a big fucking deal. If I don't win this game, I will be disappointed in myself but not angry, knowing I placed the best game I possibly could. I will go out fighting. I know I've said this several times: I just want to make All Stars. That would be my fucking dream come true.

Anyways, this round, I'm just gonna fight fight fight. I hate people that give up in the game of Survivor. Giving up won't help anything. I will stir shit up 'til I can't anymore. I will 'create' a fake idol. I will create fake conversations. I will talk shit about everything to their ally. I will do anything that I possibly can to win Survivor Pure. 



           

[Tasha Fox]

 ~ Tasha Talks : We're all batshit crazy! ~


This game is crazy as hell! Last night, we were doing a portion of the Immunity challenge. I closed AIM to concentrate so those lame bitches wouldn't distract me. After I completed the challenge, I opened AIM to find Kim/Jaime PUBLICLY discussing the board passwords. Like, really? What the fuck? I know it's allowed, but still. I didn't fucking like that. So of course, being myself, I called them out on it. Then that erupted into a huge fucking fight with Kim saying something racist about my hair being nappy. Sista, it may be nappy, but I can afford to get it done. K bitch? You're fucking trash. Dirty trash. Sit the fuck down. (i'm playing a character, I wasn't in any way, shape, nor form mad when she said that racist joke.) I don't fucking like you. Then she goes about how I need her in this game. Oh. My. Fucking. Gosh. GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY FACE! I WILL NOT, WILL NOT, KISS YOUR ASS TO GET A BETTER POSITION. FUCK OFF. So anyway, poor Johnny comes in and sees all of the shit we made. He's like EVERYONE STOP. STOP. We had to stop arguing or he was canceling the challenge and we were heading straight to tribal. As our 'punishment', we had a 150 piece puzzle for immunity lmao. Torture in my eyes. Later on, I find out that Kim quit the game. That made me fucking happy, to be honest. Not because she was racist, but because that's better for my game. Thanks boo, you just secured me guaranteed 5th place, AND a better chance to move on. Slay, love you. 

Later on, Jaime begins talking to me and she's like she knew about the Clay vote and Kim/Sophie had been playing us all along. Fucking bastards. I really want to fucking curse them out right now. They're fucking idiots. I fucking hate them. Bitch bye. Bye bitch.

I may be going this round. I may not be. I may pull a miracle off. Everyone's telling me to wait after the challenge, so that's what I'm doing. Hopefully I can pull a little miracle off for y'all amazing PWs <3 and the amazing hosts too <3
 I was gonna post more but my Dad is calling me (-.-) so talk to y'all soon! <3

[Tasha Fox]

I don't know what I'm gonna do. Jaime and I faked the argument at TC. 

My current options are ~ Go with Jaime: Me, her, Zane, and Greg vote Sophie
Go with Sophie: Me, her, and Zane vote Jaime

I really don't know what to do right now. I want Jaime out because she's the ultimate threat and I'd feel so accomplished getting her out. However, I'm fucking sick of Sophie continuously flopping. Wish me luck.

[Tasha Fox]

Zane wants to use the double vote & get out Greg. I'm okay with that, but I'm not sure that's the best move tbh. If Heidi and Sophie aren't playing me, then it's one of them going tonight. However, I do think blindsiding Greg would be good....Oh my gosh I don't know. I'm going to talk to people tonight and try to get a read on them. My vote probably won't get in until 7:30 lmao

[Austin]

Just for future reference (don't worry it didn't come up) try not to involve hosts or especially PW's in in-game matters. We have zero incentive to lie, and it can seriously screw game integrity up if we're approached with it.

This has been your monthly Austin Carty announcement.

[Tasha Fox]

Mar 23, 2015 18:31:09 GMT Austin said:

Just for future reference (don't worry it didn't come up) try not to involve hosts or especially PW's in in-game matters. We have zero incentive to lie, and it can seriously screw game integrity up if we're approached with it.

This has been your monthly Austin Carty announcement.

Sorry I got caught up in the moment, and I understand. Won't do it again.